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I hate my life sometimes...
No one reads this thing, so might as well put it to good use..haha..

My life is crap lately.

My day starts at 6am, ends at 6pm, and when I get home, I'm so tired from a 12 hour day that I barely want to do the mounds of homework that I seem to be getting lately.

My memory is getting worse. I keep forgetting things, and for the most part they are very important things.

I don't sleep well, I get a max. of maybe 4 hours a night, if I'm lucky.

And it pisses me off at times that I can sleep 12 hours on a Friday night no problem.

It's as if my body enjoys torturing me and then making up for it on the weekends..

I threw up some over the last weekend cause I was really worried and scared for a while..

But I think that's passed for the most part..

I've been feeling nauseous a lot since then though..

I came very close to falling asleep in Chemistry the other day, my teacher just sort of asked me what I was doing before I did though..

Guess I was looking off at the wall funny..

I'm hardly like...HUNGRY anymore

I mean, yeah, I'll get small hunger pains when my stomach declares that I should feed it, but anytime before 5pm, I'm kind of..not hungry..

I've been getting more headaches too..

And I don't dare carry Excedrin to school..

The LAST thing I need right now is to get in trouble for that..

And I seem to also be very sunlight sensitive once the sun comes out

And cold sensitive..

Like, at work today,I was wearing a sweater for like, the first half, because I was cold..

It was nearly boiling where I was in the facility..

I ended up taking it off cause people were starting to give me odd looks for it..

I got to wash a dog though, it was a nice change..

The Xmas party is tomorrow, I'm excited about that..

And Xmas is coming soon, I can't wait..

I for the most part can't wait to give everyone their presents, haha..

I'm debating now whether I want to party on Friday..since I've been so tired..

Luckily I'm not irritable, or else it'd give my bad feeling-ness away..

I guess I should thank my friends for that, it's easy to be happy all day with people like them :D

Especially Liz..3rd period always cheers me up because of her..

I've gotten the latest feeling that I should just stop caring, completely..

I don't want to, granted my life is against me at times, but I love it for the most part..

And I don't want to turn into a vegetable and get fat...haha

I need my drivers liscense...

I want to be free to just drive around and think since my house is never quiet enough for that..

Well, gonna have my first meal of the day and take some Excedrin, perhaps watch a movie..

Laters for more updates~

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Cobra Starship

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